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It's a Saturday, and I can't believe how pissed off i am. You know how it's hard to talk to people you don't really know? Turns out, we have to generalize it even more; it's hard to talk to people, even to those that you DO know. You say that we're friends, but friendship asks for more than just the common ground, the acceptance and all that shit. Sure, all of these qualities are important, but come on! You can't live on common ground and acceptance at all. It asks for certain things, and these certain things vary day by day, whether it be just a smile or a hello or an open ear or an open hand or just fucking "ui".
I know that people need someone of lesser importance to make them feel less like shit. People do that; I've seen this happen lots of times, and i've been both on the giving and the receiving end. We make others feel like shit to make us feel less miserable. That's why we have all of these cases of black sheeps in EVERY FUCKING group there is - school, workplace, family circles. I understand that. And just in case you don't know this, you only do this whenever your ego's burnt, or whenever you're depressed or whenever you're just trying not to cry (yes you fucker, i know when you're trying not to cry). AND I FUCKING TOLERATE ALL THAT SHIT. You think im just some asshole out there? Fine, and just so you know, i know you'll be okay once she starts coming home. She deserves you, and you deserve her, and you were great together. You think i'm just a stupid prick who can't even see straight? Yeah, sure and remember that fucker's a jerk for leaving, and i know things will get better eventually. Yeah, that's right, you fucking cunt. FUCKUFKFUCKFUCKC.
I don't want to complain, i fucking don't, really. But patience is a fucking virtue, and i've never been a virtuous person.It just fucking sucks, you know that? You think that it doesn't matter? You think that it doesn't hurt? FUCK ME SIDEWAYS. I'm sorry to break the news and im sorry to have to be the one to tell this to you, but it does. It DOES matter and it DOES hurt, you fucking ass. Only reason im still here is that i know this... whatever THIS is - it deserves better. It deserves all of the second chances in the world. FUCK THAT. It deserves the very best of all the second chances in the world. You're better than this. I'm better than this. Come on, man. Don't waste all of my patience away.
And by the way, don't think for a second that you know every inch of me. You don't know what i do, what i see, and the reason i do all of those meaningless things. You don't fucking know me at all. And one more thing, just in case other people get any ideas: NO, THIS POST DOES NOT REFER TO YOU AT ALL. Get your head out of your ass.
I can't believe how pissed off i am that i am forced to write a hate post. A HATE POST. FUCK. You realize what this means? YOU REALIZE WHAT THIS MEANS? I WROTE A FUCKING HATE POSLKWDLKASJDASJDASJSAKDJGRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHQWUS
2 comments:
lemme help you kick that asshole/s!
aww. you deserve a pat on the back. parang ikaw ata ang may kelangan ng listener eh.
btw, i can relate to these. why are those kind of earthlings still exist when they don't fucking understand every little inch of patience of them. pati ako napamura eh.
don't worry my kiddo, their ignorance isn't necessary to our existence, i mean they don't match. Just BLAH them off. oh, whatever that means. But I do understand your post.
Nakakairita. haha! aun lang masasabi ko. xD i can understand a lot of things. but this? nooo. this i do not understand.
and thanks. it means quite a lot. :)
p.s.
weird word verification tonight. it says :dissesth. :))
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