Friday, March 19, 2010

Consolation, I


Mood: nostalgia.
Now Playing: ddurarara! ED.



It's been a super busy week, that unless my bed was right beside me, i would have probably never slept in a bed at all. There's also a lot of issues to cover, both academic and not, that need fixing. Some of them are so big that they take up the whole of my mind and swim in and out of my thoughts incessantly, while some are even bigger, that they slip through my teeth, like little fishes do. And that just sucks as hell, you know.


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One of the numerous things i hate (aside from people, the government and such) is the fact that people always change. I'm too tired to elaborate any furter, ( and partly because i know there is a chance that i'm just overthinking things and mostly because i have no idea what the hell happened between.. between everything) but just allow me to say one thing: im sure that everything happens for a reason. and the only thing i want to know is exactly that. what the F happened? was it just some cosmic force majeure? is this justics? payment? punishment? the possibilities are endless.

and just in case you're wondering if you're the one im talking about, stop. you don't know me, you don't how this feels, and you don't know how it sucks to be on the confused end. smile, im not mad. just confused. (again)

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on the other side of things, it looks like i'll be staying more and more at home, because of some... some sucky reasons. and it is with increasing alarm that i begin to notice how many movies and shit my sophie has acquired this past few months. will begin to declutter it, i will.