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Mood: thinking
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Kindness is overrated. Well yeah, kindness is good once in a while, but people should just shut their mouths up and continue on their business. Kindness is useless against some forms of devastation. People should be more selfish and mind themselves more instead of thinking about other people. That's what i think at the moment, but i seriously too, doubt my own words. I don't want to accept this shit, but let's face it - the absence of kindness makes people hurt. The absence of kindness makes people feel doubt. To think that the absence of kindness hurts people so much is stupid, so if that's the case, then i'd much rather have not an inch of kindness at all. Let's face this bland hell of a world rather than look forward to little bits of kindness, like a dog in front of a biscuit.

Think about it. Who needs kindness anyway? Exhibit it, yes. But don't go around expecting kindness from anyone, cause no one will give it to you. Laws of life: 1) Don't let anyone mess with your head. 2) Stop expecting anything from anyone. 3) Get it by your own hands. 4) Don't stop believing.

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So that, ladies and gentlemen, was my post from a few nights ago. Today, i still can't clear my thoughts and shit, so i can't really pinpoint what the hell im thinking. But i guess it's pretty much more or less changed already. Fickle being, i am.

In other news, nothing much happened. OJT at some weird combination of hospital and hotel - crap! a hotelspital! - and pretty much editoring around, both of which mainly entails a crapload of tired and sleepy nights. I'm eating chips again, something which i have sworn off not eating too much since i've found out that it makes one retarded. I also like to think i'm stopping this incessant urge to make up fictional shiz, which i also think i'm not stopping at all, and this is turning into a conundrum and boom, it has already, hasn't it.

What im trying to say is that this piece of work is just fine again today.

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